this is me

this is me
this is me

Saturday, 24 December 2011

hello 2012

1 year ago today, i was relatively happy, but had no idea what was on the horizon.thanks to some good friends and my family, my Annis mirabilis is over. dont believe in god per-say, however, karma on the other hand is my forte, and if i'm right, my x wife should burn in hell and i will win an EPT, or something close

Wednesday, 14 December 2011


a close fight i think, 117 to 111 on points in wards favour, according to the experts. carl seems very confident. think ward may get him in the 9th

go USA


THE United States Senate Thursday 12/8 approved a defence authorisation bill legalising sodomy with humans and sex with animals or bestiality.
The Senate on Thursday evening voted 93-7 to approve a defense authorization bill that includes a provision which not only repeals the military law on sodomy, it also repeals the military ban on sex with animals–or bestiality.
On Nov. 15, the Senate Armed Services Committee had unanimously approved S. 1867, the National Defense Authorization Act, which includes a provision to repeal Article 125 of the Uniform Code of Military Justice (UCMJ).
Article 125 of the UCMJ makes it illegal to engage in both sodomy with humans and sex with animals.
It states: “(a) Any person subject to this chapter who engages in unnatural carnal copulation with another person of the same or opposite sex or with an animal is guilty of sodomy. Penetration, however slight, is sufficient to complete the offense. (b) Any person found guilty of sodomy shall be punished as a court-martial may direct.”
Family Research Council President Tony Perkins said the effort to remove sodomy from military law stems from liberal Senate Democrats’ and President Obama’s support for removing the military’s Don’t Ask Don’t Tell policy.
“It’s all about using the military to advance this administration’s radical social agenda,” Perkins told “Not only did they overturn Don’t Ask Don’t Tell, but they had another problem, and that is, under military law sodomy is illegal, just as adultery is illegal, so they had to remove that prohibition against sodomy.”
Now that it has passed, however, the Senate version will have to go to a conference committee,
and Perkins predicts there will be several sticking points with the House. “The House in their version of the defense authorization, reinforced the Defense of Marriage Act, saying that there
is a military DOMA as well, prohibiting same-sex marriage on military bases – something
the Department of Defense is pushing for,” he said. “And now this is an added concern, that sodomy has been removed, and as we have discovered, that bestiality–the prohibition against it–has been removed from the Uniform Code of Military Justice. So yes, the
House will have problems with this bill.” As a reader, what do you thinkabout this?

Thursday, 8 December 2011


shef utd

Friday, 2 December 2011


west ham
bayer munich

pays 3/1

Tuesday, 29 November 2011

lest we forget

Gary Speed, a sports manager, takes his own life and recieves a stupendous amount of respects and homage paid to him today. A soldier from 5 Rifles was also killed today, half Gary's age and died whilst serving our country, yet all he recieves is a ten second mention on the radio then the world forgets him. It is sad that Gary Speed died, but I hate that we live in a world where the only deaths we concern ourselves with are celebrities, not heroes

Monday, 28 November 2011

its easy

we are in deep trouble. unemployment at record highs, i honestly don't think we are getting the real figures. the dole queues are getting longer, we are in a depression, no mistake.

if i ran the country, here is what i would do.

firstly, immigration. i would stop any more immigrants coming in, end of. i would also tax non British citizens that work here heavily, so they would have little choice but to go home

look after our own first, do charity work when we can afford it, so please don't label me racist.

next, i would stop the major supermarkets selling anything they like, and allow them to sell nothing more than food. its simple to see, they close down small businesses when they move into an area, their spending power means petrol stations/funeral parlours/cloths shops/record shops/insurance??????????? you name it, they want to sell it, cheap yes, but that closes so many businesses down and has a knock on effect.

i would also tax cheap imports from china/Asia etc. maybe we can get back to manufacturing our own goods, but stand little chance at the price some of the things come into the country

these measures would create jobs, granted, it would mean a more level playing field, less capitolism than most would like, but its this simple, well, to me it is

Wednesday, 23 November 2011


fancy a bet, and here it is

man city to win the prem 8/11
bayern munich to win bundasliga 2/5
PSG the french 4/6

its like buying money imo a £1 treble pays over 3/1

city are storming away with the title, utd have no answer
PSG big spenders and also romping it
bayern the same

so, what you think guys

Saturday, 19 November 2011

team news in

the team news is good, slight risk on the devon derby


Sheffield United
Torquay United

fill ur boots

Thursday, 17 November 2011



imo, relationships have a sell by date, we all know it, we all know most marriages end in divorce, and when it ends, it ends bad, so why not be realistic, and have a contract. 1/3/5 years depending on how you feel. you know how it works, meet the girl, have the honeymoon period, shag like rabbits, buy gifts,get cosy, meet the in laws, get engaged, get married.


why not have a contact? 1 year to start, then maybe extend it, but both agree. lets say you really like her and she feels the same, agree you can renew your contract in 5 years, but in that time you must stay monogamous. if it ends, divide your assets, go your own way, then again, if you're still in love, renew your vows, and go for another 5

seems the answer to me

Wednesday, 16 November 2011


Thursday, 10 November 2011


Joe Frazier: Is his grudge against Ali justified?

Joe Frazier: Is his grudge against Ali justified?


I watched the thrilla in manila HBO special and have read quite a few articles that show that Frazier is still clearly very bitter toward Ali.

My question is this: Is his grudge justified?

These specials usually show Ali with Parkinsons and try to make you pity the guy as a victim of a petty grudge.

For the record, I think Joe is absolutely justified in not giving a shit about Ali.

Wednesday, 2 November 2011


man utd over 2.5 goals

Friday, 28 October 2011


Birmingham City
Sheffield United
Shrewsbury Town
Swindon Town

Tuesday, 25 October 2011


shrewsbury/oxford double
sheff utd gamble

Friday, 21 October 2011


Leicester City
Sheffield Wednesday
Stevenage gamble

team news saturday

the prem looks like home win saturday to me

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

the truth

went to see my solicitor today, told him to proceed with my claim. had put it on ice after being told i would have pursue the manager of the premises.
fact, this is not the case

so here's a few more facts

1 i was assaulted
2 i was very drunk
3 i was booted out of the pub and left for dead
4 the paramedic told me, 5 more mins i would lose consciousness, 10 and i would have died
5 i am scarred for life
6 i had a 3hr + opp
7 i will be crippled for life

these are indisputable facts, so here is my side.

had been on it all day, i was leather ed, ended up chatting this bird up(kirsty) she had bought me a couple of drinks, thought i was in. then from nowhere, well, a few paces away, her alleged BF turned up. i had no idea? did try to calm the situation down, but he wanted blood. so i asked him to step outside, where even in my state would have taught him a lesson. as i turned to the door, he and a couple of his mates jumped me from behind, pushed me through the window, whilst hitting me from behind(its on cctv) its was cowardly of them, but thats what happens. they bungled me out, shut the door, and left me for dead. i doubt they will tell it much different

i recall the police pressing me to have them charged, this is ABH you know mr rutter, which means they go to prison, even the bird. to be fair, it was a drunken brawl,shit happens, i came off worst. i could not live with sending anyone to sing sing. my solicitor said i have 2 years to make my mind up anyhow.

then the solicitor tells me a couple of months back, the landlady has no insurance, we will have to take everything she owns. at this point, i told him to drop the case. but then said landlady mailed me, to say she had lost her job, and it was my fault.....bad move.

they tell me i could get up to 100k, i will take half that, but thats how it is

Monday, 17 October 2011


does this mean i am altrustic?


jack vettriano...........

nuff said

Saturday, 15 October 2011


afc wimbledon

Friday, 7 October 2011

groundhog day news

today, a politician told a pack of lies, and failed to answer a simple question.

in other news, the bank of england have decided to print more money, and share it with the people who need it, the rich.

another soldier loses his life, in a country thousands of miles away, for no good reason.

the uk decides to help the usa to invade another country, one with oil reserves, does not matter which.

the major supermarkets decide to sell funeral services and legal advice, along with every other product known. sainsbury/tesco/asda/morrisons all decide to merge. they will be now known as mr monopoly.

and here is the weather.
it may snow, then again, it may rain. it could also be a heat wave lol, we will get it right one day



shef weds

Wednesday, 5 October 2011

its never too late

7th oct 1980. after months and months, it finally came true(my dream that is) angela marie veronica harling said yes. she said i'll be yours neil. i remember it like it was yesterday, we sat in front of her house on park place and she told me in a round about way. i pretended i didn't get it at first, but soon knew.
she was the most beautiful girl i had ever seen, and after a brief kiss, i skipped off home and truely could not sleep that night. she was out of my league imo.but if i thought i was happy now, the years to come brought me greater joy.

i remember when she summoned me after work, and explained i was to be a father, omg omg, 17 and a dad. this was a bit of a shock to say the least, but when it sunk in i was very proud if not a little apprehensive, although showing emotion was not my forte. two more beautiful children followed, god knows how that happened lol.they are the apple of my eye.

the holidays, the nights out, the nights in, the fights, the good times, there have been many highlights, but when she asked me to marry her, i thought that would be us forever. she skipped down the isle with the biggest smile i have ever seen. and i know everyone was jealous, i felt so lucky, maybe i should have showed her more, but deep down, i think she knew.

i really thought we would make it, but life sometimes throws in a curv ball.we have both moved on now, and after a period of bitterness i think we have both learned our lesson. its to late for us now, but it aint for anyone else, so think on guys. the grass is never greener, cherish what you have and hold on to it, before its to late

good luck to you darlin, lets hope we both find what we are looking for

Monday, 3 October 2011


slight blip, but then 3 out of 3
internationals are a lottery, wide birth for me

Saturday, 1 October 2011



Monday, 26 September 2011


derby nap
west ham

all look good

Saturday, 24 September 2011


preston/boro/cheltenham are very strong

sheff weds/swindon/oxford/charlton next best

fill ya boots

Wednesday, 21 September 2011


man city 9/10
liverpool 7/10
everton 9/10
psg 7/10
juventas 8/10
malaga 8/10
singles and doubles


i am going with £1500 of my own, as you know, i dont do deals, nor do i allow people to stake me. i am on form, so gonna make an exception.
warning ....i play with no fear, invest at your own peril. i dont take advice, and i wont be dong any final table deals to appease my investors.if you enjoy rollercoaster rides, then invest, no tyre kickers, you needs balls.

the plan is to play the sats, and maybe a side event or two. £300 in expenses, the rest pure aggressive poker. text me, no assholes, i wont allow people i dislike to have a piece of me

i am clearly the best poker player around, its time i proved it

Friday, 16 September 2011

saturday footy

team news seem ok, its good to go. add everton

Thursday, 15 September 2011

saturday footy

blackpool, 6/10
Southend United 8/10
Bayer Leverkusen 8/10
Sheffield United 7/10 one more chance

team news saturday


PAOK Saloniki
Atl Madrid
singles only

Wednesday, 14 September 2011


basle are playing 1st time romanian high flyers, but should be good
real madrid can win in croatia v dinamo, who get thrashed on a regulag basis in this comp
man city will have to much for napoli

treble pays 5/4

Monday, 12 September 2011


port vale
sheff utd

all these should win but are risky, team news will decide

Thursday, 8 September 2011


West Ham United
Shrewsbury Town
team news to follow


i smell a rat, been given several tips recently on the horses. these things have been backed like they cant lose.

6/1 into 7/2
9/4 into 13/8
and so on, also heard of other friends who have been given simular tips. its the same old story, they get beat. i think some one is making a fortune laying these hot tips, beware

Friday, 2 September 2011


sheff utd
double pays 7/2

Wednesday, 31 August 2011


A man is waiting for his wife to give birth. The doctor comes in and informs the dad that his son was born without a torso, arms or legs. The son is just a head! But the dad loves his son and raises him as well as he can, with love and compassion.

After 21 years, the son is now old enough for his first drink. Dad takes him to the bar, tearfully tells the son he is proud of him and orders up the biggest, strongest drink for his boy. With all the bar patrons looking on curiously and the bartender shaking his head in disbelief, the boy takes his first sip of alcohol. Swoooop! A torso pops out! The bar is dead silent; then bursts into a whoop of joy. The father, shocked, begs his son to drink again.

The patrons chant "Take another drink"! The bartender still shakes his head in dismay. Swoooop! Two arms pops out! The bar goes wild. The father, crying and wailing, begs his son to drink again. The patrons chant "Take another drink"! The bartender ignores the whole affair.

By now the boy is getting tipsy, and with his new hands he reaches down, grabs his drink and guzzles the last of it. Swoooop! Two legs pop out. The bar is in chaos. The father falls to his knees and tearfully thanks God. The boy stands up on his new legs and stumbles to the left... then to the right... right through the front door, into the street, where a truck runs over him and kills him instantly. The bar falls silent. The father moans in grief. The bartender sighs and says... "He should have quit while he was a head!"

Saturday, 27 August 2011


athletico madrid
athletico bilbou
man utd

singles only

Friday, 26 August 2011


Preston North End
mk dons

all have top chances

Tuesday, 16 August 2011


luton banker
luton/sheff utd double
crawley/sheff utd double

Saturday, 13 August 2011

bet 1

banker liverpool
gamble crawley-bristol rovers double

Friday, 22 July 2011

league 1

dont like the manager, but this is his level, preston for me


sam is the man,west ham should go up as champs

the premiership

man utd for me at this stage, they have made some top signings and strenghened in the right places.
not convinced on the new chelsea manager yet,so second place for them.
dont rule out liverpool for third place

khan v zab

think this is khans hardest fight to date. zab is no mug and has adapted his fighting style. this guy gave mayweather problems.
This is a tougher fight than the Bradley fight. Judah is World Class at 140,i can see an early finish for zab, first 5 rounds. if it goes past 6, khan can take it on points, but i dont think he will get the chance

zab is 4/1 outsider

Sunday, 15 May 2011


liverpool/valencia double

Saturday, 30 April 2011


sheff u 8/10
accy 8/10
gillingham 9/10
southend 7/10

Saturday, 23 April 2011


rochdale/accy/bayer leverkusen/juventus

Friday, 22 April 2011


coventry 7/10
exeter 8/10
bury 9/10

team news will decide

Saturday, 16 April 2011


middlebrough 8/10
rochdale 7/10
accy 8/10
bury 9/10
chesterfield 9/10
crewe 8/10
wycomb 8/10

team news needed

Tuesday, 12 April 2011


Neil Rutter
ipswich 7/10
leicester 7/10
millwall 8/10
brighton 9/10

Friday, 8 April 2011


dont like prem bets, but everton(away) and man u are stand out for me....brighton-bristol rovers,are a gamble-mk dons, port vale, at a news will have a look on saturday,tabloids,bbc sport etc. whittle these down to 2 or 3
neil rutter,good luck

Tuesday, 5 April 2011


accy-southamp-inter are all winners

Sunday, 3 April 2011


man city-genoa-espanyol-seville........... osasuna is a gamble

Thursday, 31 March 2011


bristol city-norwich-accy-chesterfield-gillingham-stevenage-torquay-wycomb..all have a shot. team news needs attention

Saturday, 26 March 2011


brighton are an easy pick on form,Orient get one more chance,Aldershot, unbeaten in thier last six are a gamble v accy.also fancy dag n red, but its risky

Thursday, 24 March 2011

double standards

false eyelashes
high heels
breast implants
to name a few optical illusions that women play on men. you put one banana down your speedos

Monday, 21 March 2011


all have chances

Saturday, 19 March 2011

it could only happen to me

around 4pm yesterday, i walked out of the bookies in mill hill, talked to a mate sat in his car(dunny) then acknowledged another guy, skelly. at the time, i never thought much of the shivvers down my spine. 2 hours later at the brown cow, i was informed skelly hung his self, on wednesday. i told the guys i had seen him earlier, they just looked at me like a dick. i know what i saw


Neil Rutter.... stevenage-huddersfield-exeter come out strong

Tuesday, 15 March 2011

this will through you

i often doubt my own sincerity(this is well documented) but now, i am even double checking myself.
i think about a response, then how to react to it, then react by giving the unexpected reply?

i am clearly whacho...or is this normal?

Sunday, 13 March 2011


real sociadad

all have chances

Friday, 11 March 2011


if you followed the teams i put on FB, you would be £££££££ in, but forgot to post um here.
leeds/pompey/qpr/leyton/peterbough/sheff w/port vale

team news in the morn

Sunday, 6 March 2011



all have chances

Saturday, 5 March 2011


even though villa rested players in the fa cup, still dont think they will have enough for bolton.
bolton 9/10
the premiership should see 7 home wins, but it never works that way
hate to do this, dingles have a chance
burnley 8/10
pompey have won five in a row, sheff are dire
portsmouth 9/10
bournmouth 7/10 gotta have a shot here

Tuesday, 1 March 2011


pompey 8/10
brenford 7/10
hartlepool 6/10
shrewsbury 7/10

Wednesday, 23 February 2011


really fancy bolonga and bayern munich to not get beat

Monday, 21 February 2011


port vale

acc pays 1000000000000000/1

Saturday, 19 February 2011


the rest have slim chances? thats wadda mean

team news in

lincoln wycomb are out, the rest have chances

Thursday, 17 February 2011


ipswich 8/10
charlton 7/10
crewe 8/10
hereford gamble
lincoln gamble
wycomb 7/10

Monday, 14 February 2011


caediff 7/10 risky
birmingham 8/10
oldham 8/10
tranmere 7/10
northampton 8/10

fill ur boots. £1 win on each

Sunday, 13 February 2011


brighton won, so di 8 out the other 10 teams? tuesday looks good, so will post tomoz

Saturday, 12 February 2011


brighton, also like several others, but no time to do team news

Wednesday, 9 February 2011

the other man .....

conscience got the better of me,or may have been gagged

Tuesday, 8 February 2011

the other man .....

just read one of the text i sent her"you,me,hotel,alcohol and sex" her simple reply was....haha,mint,sounds good what started with, have you had a good night? soon turned into sextex.its not the first time i have been the other man,and remember the guilt, but the pleasure outweighed the pain.but could not help thinking,i'm getting, what her marriage needs,if only she treat her husband to this?

so looking forward, to phase two, thats my favourite bit,phase 3 is the worst.

the other man

the girl in the bank texted me earlier,think she got the number from personal file(tut tut)who cares? been checking her out for months, thought she was a bit out of my reach, but i guess...... i wore her down.her name is audette,29-31years old,5'7,slim and sexy.

the initial text was a cheeky apology, for steeling my number,but then progressed.light flirting,plenty of compliments and then the both know,its inevitable....nothing can stop us now,the obstacle of her husband, is a mere inconvenience.i know,but you have to be there.11 years of marriage has taken its toll.i have never met him,but she painted a grim picture.hell,the girl ain't getting any younger.

i learnt she is free Fridays, and may be able to sneak the odd afternoon in. she assures me,she will be visiting Ann summers tomorrow,just for me.the plot thickens.............

now i have a feeling of antisipation and excitement rolled into one. i also had a moment of madness,what if she falls for me? how am i gonna let her down?stop thinking bullshit! just gona enjoy


what a funny day.the girl in the bank seemed to wanna prolong the conversation.then, this sexy toung lady in the bakery ended up on my soon to do list. then got offered a phone number by blond in the bookies. they are like number 37 buses

Monday, 7 February 2011


4/8 but real freak results

Friday, 4 February 2011

early team news

ipswich 9/10
leeds 9/10
leicester 9/10
millwall 8/10
carlisle 8/10
oldham 7/10
yeovil 6/10
wycomb 7/10

Thursday, 3 February 2011


acc pays 1,00000000000,00000000000/1

team news sat morn

Tuesday, 1 February 2011


mate just phoned, said well done, nice picks. i won't be happy till they all win


8/11 not bad?

team news in

ne team news, so dont go daft. did not have time

Monday, 31 January 2011

tuesday footy

barnsley 6/10
boro 5/10
watford 7/10
bournmouth 8/10
charlton 7/10
southampton 5/10
oldham 7/10
peterborough 6/10
yeovil 6/10
stevenage 6/10
ac milan 8/10

Saturday, 29 January 2011


2 games postponed,2 winners, and i put the kiss of death on my nap. chesterfield could not get beat, and just scraped a draw

team news in

team news looks good

Thursday, 27 January 2011


playing poker at manchester this weekend, so here's my picks. they all need team news saturday.
chesterfield.. nap
rochdale/crewe next best
bournmouth/gillingham gambles.

not sure if anyone is interested in my footy tips, so let me know.

its pointless posting, if no ones watching

guess who's back

wonder what odds neill rutter is to win the main event at manchester? well worht a punt


another clean sweep.2 wins

Wednesday, 26 January 2011


team news, liverpool good,aberdeen good, but still a gamble


liverpool, big chance
aberdeen, half chance, and a gamble

Tuesday, 25 January 2011


3 out 5, aint bad

team news in

team news in, forrest chelt crewe are best.brighton,orient next

Monday, 24 January 2011


if i get time,i;ll di team nres

tuesday footy

forest-brighton-orient-sheff weds-oldham-chelenham-crewe-port vale-stevenage.

all have chances, need team news

sunday footy

all 5 won

Sunday, 23 January 2011

sunday footy

qpr/rovers/real zaragoza/almeria/bayer laverkusen


c palace draw
ipswich won
leicester won
boro draw
reading draw
huddersfield draw
leyton orient won
notts county losers
oldam won
peterbougho won

Friday, 21 January 2011

saturday footy

on form, they all win, team news on sat will decide
c palace/ipswich/leicester/boro/reading/huddersfield/leyton orient/notts county/oldam/peterbougho

Tuesday, 18 January 2011

a look at non league

crawley/fleetwood/hayes/ all home wins, york away are a big price


listened to prick macarthy this morning, and i suspect a doncaster win, @ 4/1

Monday, 17 January 2011


not much about,accrington stanley/mkdons and a gamble on kilmarnock,tuesday

Sunday, 16 January 2011


4 wins and 2 draws, must try harder?


fc kaiserslautern....rome...
juventus.... milan.....valencia

Saturday, 15 January 2011


very strong
swansea won
leeds won
watford won
hartlepool lost
chesterfield won
gillingham won
oxford won
strong gambles,
coventry drew
doncaster lost
hull won
millwall won
norwich lost
leicester won
mk dons won
sheff weds
crewe won
hereford won

Thursday, 13 January 2011

wife has gone

it was easy for her, she had all the family,friends etc to talk to, i had no one.she wants to go forward with the divorce, and that hurts. i did ask one guy, how long does it take? he told me, he had been divorced 4 years, after a 12 year marriage, he also said, you never get over it? well!!!!!!!!!

its my own fault for asking.............just hope i have learned my lesson.thought last year was bad, this is the darkest year of my life, but i'll get over it

come back swampy

very strong
strong gambles,
coventry/doncaster/hull/millwall/norwich/leicester/mk dons/sheff weds/crewe/hereford

form says they will all win, team news on saturday will decide

Wednesday, 12 January 2011


like the look of liverpool/arsenal/inter milan tonight

Wednesday, 5 January 2011


newcastle-bolton both look good things tonight

Tuesday, 4 January 2011


they say no news is good news, well i got bad news.........its over

Monday, 3 January 2011

it gets worst

my wife asked for a divorce tonight,so if anyone has some good news, i'll take it

Saturday, 1 January 2011

team news in

hartlepool/millwall strong
spurs/exeter next best


was,probably the worst year of my life.i lost the embers of my business,my wife was my biggest loss,my poker career took a nose dive,ended up living in the bronx,no one rings me anymore,have become a social pariah,had a bump in my car. boo hoo,did i mention, i dont get to see my family,double boohoo

because i am such a narcissistic,alpha male,pig headed,big headed prick, i have no one to turn to, but please,if you have a problem,cry on some fucker elses shoulder this year,all i have heard is moan moan moan, from all my think you have probs, i aint no agony aunt this year........... so thank fuck its gone, roll on 2011, not making any resolutions, but mark my words, i shall have a better year

the wish list.

get the wife back(in my dreams)
move into nice pad
hit vegas
win an ept
give up smoking
hit the gym(hard)
new wardrobe(my cloths are dull)
take my grankids on holiday

thing is,once would have settled for nothing but all, now, i'll take 6 out of the 8.

moan over, happy new year


spurs/leeds/br,city/doncaster/carlise/hartlepool/torquay strong home fancies
+orient/dag,n,red/tranmere/exeter are all big priced aways, with a chance.
team news in the morning will decide