this is me

this is me
this is me

Friday, 28 October 2011


Birmingham City
Sheffield United
Shrewsbury Town
Swindon Town

Tuesday, 25 October 2011


shrewsbury/oxford double
sheff utd gamble

Friday, 21 October 2011


Leicester City
Sheffield Wednesday
Stevenage gamble

team news saturday

the prem looks like home win saturday to me

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

the truth

went to see my solicitor today, told him to proceed with my claim. had put it on ice after being told i would have pursue the manager of the premises.
fact, this is not the case

so here's a few more facts

1 i was assaulted
2 i was very drunk
3 i was booted out of the pub and left for dead
4 the paramedic told me, 5 more mins i would lose consciousness, 10 and i would have died
5 i am scarred for life
6 i had a 3hr + opp
7 i will be crippled for life

these are indisputable facts, so here is my side.

had been on it all day, i was leather ed, ended up chatting this bird up(kirsty) she had bought me a couple of drinks, thought i was in. then from nowhere, well, a few paces away, her alleged BF turned up. i had no idea? did try to calm the situation down, but he wanted blood. so i asked him to step outside, where even in my state would have taught him a lesson. as i turned to the door, he and a couple of his mates jumped me from behind, pushed me through the window, whilst hitting me from behind(its on cctv) its was cowardly of them, but thats what happens. they bungled me out, shut the door, and left me for dead. i doubt they will tell it much different

i recall the police pressing me to have them charged, this is ABH you know mr rutter, which means they go to prison, even the bird. to be fair, it was a drunken brawl,shit happens, i came off worst. i could not live with sending anyone to sing sing. my solicitor said i have 2 years to make my mind up anyhow.

then the solicitor tells me a couple of months back, the landlady has no insurance, we will have to take everything she owns. at this point, i told him to drop the case. but then said landlady mailed me, to say she had lost her job, and it was my fault.....bad move.

they tell me i could get up to 100k, i will take half that, but thats how it is

Monday, 17 October 2011


does this mean i am altrustic?


jack vettriano...........

nuff said

Saturday, 15 October 2011


afc wimbledon

Friday, 7 October 2011

groundhog day news

today, a politician told a pack of lies, and failed to answer a simple question.

in other news, the bank of england have decided to print more money, and share it with the people who need it, the rich.

another soldier loses his life, in a country thousands of miles away, for no good reason.

the uk decides to help the usa to invade another country, one with oil reserves, does not matter which.

the major supermarkets decide to sell funeral services and legal advice, along with every other product known. sainsbury/tesco/asda/morrisons all decide to merge. they will be now known as mr monopoly.

and here is the weather.
it may snow, then again, it may rain. it could also be a heat wave lol, we will get it right one day



shef weds

Wednesday, 5 October 2011

its never too late

7th oct 1980. after months and months, it finally came true(my dream that is) angela marie veronica harling said yes. she said i'll be yours neil. i remember it like it was yesterday, we sat in front of her house on park place and she told me in a round about way. i pretended i didn't get it at first, but soon knew.
she was the most beautiful girl i had ever seen, and after a brief kiss, i skipped off home and truely could not sleep that night. she was out of my league imo.but if i thought i was happy now, the years to come brought me greater joy.

i remember when she summoned me after work, and explained i was to be a father, omg omg, 17 and a dad. this was a bit of a shock to say the least, but when it sunk in i was very proud if not a little apprehensive, although showing emotion was not my forte. two more beautiful children followed, god knows how that happened lol.they are the apple of my eye.

the holidays, the nights out, the nights in, the fights, the good times, there have been many highlights, but when she asked me to marry her, i thought that would be us forever. she skipped down the isle with the biggest smile i have ever seen. and i know everyone was jealous, i felt so lucky, maybe i should have showed her more, but deep down, i think she knew.

i really thought we would make it, but life sometimes throws in a curv ball.we have both moved on now, and after a period of bitterness i think we have both learned our lesson. its to late for us now, but it aint for anyone else, so think on guys. the grass is never greener, cherish what you have and hold on to it, before its to late

good luck to you darlin, lets hope we both find what we are looking for

Monday, 3 October 2011


slight blip, but then 3 out of 3
internationals are a lottery, wide birth for me

Saturday, 1 October 2011