Unreserved apology.

Well,don't really know were to start? I am however beginning to realise I'm not perfect, and I don't know it all. My attacks on the NHS were horrific, and I'm ashamed about the things I said. I claimed they were all in it together, and just doing their jobs,following orders. I can't prove any of them actually turned a blind eye, or were responsible for rolling patients,putting them on ventilators(which I claimed were killing devices) I am so so sorry girls.I have been told by NHS staff the covid wards are full, and they are under pressure because half the usual staff are off work because of positive tests, and not their faults, so once again, I am sorry, and understand you have rules to follow so it's not your fault.

I'm was dead against the vaccine, but now I am informed only 17% have adverse reactions to the vaccine, I think that is a small price to pay for our freedom. If you want the vaccine, that's your preorgative, and go ahead, you're doing it for us, and I thank you, you are all hero's.

I have made it my policy not to block or delete people who abuse and disagree with me(which will continue)but I also allow alternative views which the majority do not agree with, just ignore them, they really are covidiots. Those who claim the vaccine messes with your DNA,has nanobots,human embrio's etc, what proof do they have? I have even been messaged by one of them saying she can prove it has already killed thousands? She provided goverment evidence too, wow, some people?

I'm barred from most of the places local to me, and to be fair, I did get a lot of abuse from places like Aldi,Tesco,Sainburys,pubs,shops etc. On reflection, I deserved being humiliated by people I don't know, I was so so wrong to go against our leaders, and i regret my actions.

Of course I get frustrated not being able to see my friends and family, but it's the law. I am gutted I can't go to the gym, but it's the law. I would love a couple of weeks away, but I understand the boarders have been locked down, and it's now the law.Do miss my local boozer,but it's the law. As are facemasks,hand sanitizer, it's the law, and we must obey.

The inevitable happened, being told by friends they had lost a loved one to the virus, and I still argued it was just the flu. I argued with grieving relatives in what is clear now was the wrong time, for that I'm truly sorry, I mean that.

I know what the brainwashing is like on both sides now. I no longer watch the news,radio,papers,mags. I also try to ignore the subliminal messages at every bus stop,billboard,window and even messages popping up on my phone and a million other places telling me the virus is not just the flu, and it will kill. On the flip side, my social media feeds have a couple pop up once or twice a week saying it's all bullshit, they are few and far between and easier to ignore.

I;m fed up of getting banned, and promise FB I will change my ways. I have been banned for quoting histoians,politicians etc, and yes I got angry, but served my time.The rules on what you may or may not post change so fast,I struggle to keep up, ma bad.

One of the worse digs was a friend saying I am crazy,well not really, he said I should watch a programme on mental help intimating I had lost the plot. There were a dozen or so more posts pop up in my absence, all having a free for all abuse Neil. They ganged up on me, abused and ridiculed me and turned some of their threads into a witch hunt at my expense. The former hurt me, the latter was water off a ducks.

The evidence I have gathered since April 2020 is there for all to see, and I will write the book, until then, if you consider yourself a friend, stick around, otherwise-------- please delete me, let me go, for I don't wanna see your comments anymore.

Please have a great lockdown everyone, and all those none believers,covid denyers,anti vaxxers, you will pay with life.

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