Just had an epiphany.

I'm 54 years old, how did this happen? Missed 53,52 even 51 really, they just passed me by. I expect we all deal with age our own way, but 54 has hit me hard. I'm middle aged, or am I passed that point? It makes you question life, what will be my legacy? What have I achieved? Are my children happy? Other more probing questions, but 54 has made me think. 

Strange, because 37 is my number?